maybe , I'll wait

Good night to you that lately my heart was grieved and agitated. For some reason that night, thoughts and feelings are so muddled thinking of the words that have ever spoken from you first. Yes, once. The first time you express your feelings towards me. Shocked? of course. Who would not be surprised when you are notabenenya as an old friend who recently reunited suddenly expressed her love. Oh maybe this is just simply swing. Of course I refused to be smooth because I think this is too hasty. As time went on, somehow, with all the attention and ignore it you are making me feel a little bit of crunch. Suddenly one day I want to ask you about your feelings towards me at the time. Yes and the answer is still the same as it used to. this time I just ask without wanting to respond with an answer either accept or reject it. When we agreed to establish a regular relationship with the means to find comfort in each other more and more and more I feel the crunch. Yeah I know, you're a cold, indifferent, simple, very short and to the point, that's all I know about you. Now is the time my heart can not suppress the feeling of wanting to ask the same questions arise However this time I want to question these relationships to ensure continuing to pursue a relationship as possible. Kuberanikan whole heart and mind to ask you. As usual, you responded with nothing too serious. Disappointed, but not something I ever started worse it is. But the answer never thought when I started to open my heart and be willing to accept you, you answer for now is not possible. what? why? apparently just stupid and ridiculous reason because I'm too good for you, you fear will hurt me. Establishing a relationship just did not already think like that. Oh God how disappointed I was not going to stop me I do not want curious, so brave and I also passed all those questions that can not be saved by another. And the answer is still so. It feels so strange when at first you're expressing love but now that I want to open my heart to you, you even said not yet. What's wrong? is it true he does not deserve me? but preferably sure no harm humans. Somehow Ultimately when you always say no now, I do not want you to tie me without a clear status like this. I'm afraid the next time someone is really serious to me but my heart is still suspended because of you. Maybe if I do not get tired of waiting, I'll wait.